@-l@meZ... TrY mE...

2008-12-30T05:01:00.000-08:00

hey people..

been awhile but yea im back..

firstly thnx to my old fren hidayah for fixing my blog for me... lol.. before.. things were really messy in here... haha..

oh yea... 2 more days to e new year.. im nt excited bout it as much but hey.. its the freaking new year!!! i'll be graduating!!! i'll be enlisting in ns!!! n i'll be a real adult by then!!! woo..

things are flying so fast.. it was like a minute ago i went for my poly orientation... n now i am freaking graduating soon!!! oh well.. better enjoy life now huh... before reality kick me in the ass...

2008 has been a great year.. lost weight.. gain friends and reputation... got my lisence... its been the best of all my 19 yrs in this world.. but i hope it will get better in 2009.. hell with the economic downturn shit... its not my problem for now...

ending off 2008 on a high note.. i dun wanna be this guy who juz sits in life doing wat is given.. i wanna do sumthin else.. sumthin extra... well dat can wait for now.. mayb dat culd be my resolution for next year.. do sumthin extra in life...

geez.. i didnt go for the photoshoot juz now.. guess i hav ta go for the sat slot... but im werking ful shift.. damnit... we'll see how it goes...

life have been great lately.. not perfect.. but great..

CYA!! mwah mwah!

@-l@meZ signin out...

2008-12-13T21:20:00.001-08:00

heyylow.. posting againz

k last sat went to mallacca(is dat its spelled in english??).. stuck at tuas for a whole of almost 5 hrs.. damn.. but luckily my mom was at e wheel at that tym... ahakz...

i took over after having lunch at gelang patah.. i was quite frustrated abt being help up at tus for so long that i sped all e way to melaka.. the fstest i got to was 140km/h..

so yea.. reached my late grandpa's home arnd 7+.. imagine dt.. went out of home at 10 am n reached nli t 7pm.. haiz... but nemind.. had fun driving... hahakz..

second day.. went to mahkota parade wit family n cousins n uncles n auntie.. played bowling for 3-4 games.. n den my family went to wtch madagscr2.. i didnt as i already watched it.. n after dat went home arnd 8pm.. again.. trafic jam at melaka.. eve of raye haji pon bleh ramai org sakz... gi la tinggal kt umah tlg mak buat ketupat.. hhakz...

oh yea.. nenek made ketupat n lauk... power la seyh.. ate at kampong... n next day went to mosque n after that strt went home wit my uncle as my family want to go KL n i hav skul.. so i hav to go back alone...

being alone in sg was ok.. once in a while i got to feel being independent.. wat i realised is money is really impnt.. but luckily i hav quite an amnt thnks to dad.. ahakz...

super bord at home.. so thurs decided to go out.. shopping..

but b4 dat helped hidayah wit her fyp survey.. juz a short 5-10 mins dat i hav to travel frm smbawang to woodlands for.. ahaha.. but was fun being in rp for the second tym i guess..

den after dat supposed to meet pie but he over slept.. so i juz went aheadd to meet liah at tiong bahru.. den went peninsula to go shoping wit her... bout cardigan, bermudas n jeans... oh yea n also bought hot-pants(dats wat she called it) for liah.. den met aini n yatee at fareast.. walked abit n go back to penin to collect my jeans which i sent for alteration...

(seriously im lazy to type now)

den on fri my fam came back.. nth much... gedebak gedebuk - today has arrived...... k da...

ps.. im nt confused.. im juz scared... again.. haha

@-l@MeZ signin out...............................

2008-12-02T05:56:00.001-08:00

heyz......

juz gt back frm jog... damn tired...

well.. today i found out dat since my last worlout at gym (wic is abt 3-4mnths ago) i hav found out that i hav lost 8kg... an achievement mayb.. but still nt enuff.. ahakz..

i found out during the ns medical screening... reached arnd 145 b4 dat went to hav a haircut(wic i really hate!!!!!!) at queenstown... i tot hav to hav short haircut yadabi yabada... but end up gg der n found out most of the guys hav longer hair den wat i used to hav... (wtf) oh well...

den while gg home arnd 5+.. it rained damned heavily.. i hav no choice but to walk in the rain.. n den took a cab frm der to sembawang..(25 bucks!!!) but the pakcik driving was friendly.. telling me how he n his wife gt together... it wasnt those boring grandfather stories.. no no.. but his story was full of drama.. seriously... if i culd tell u the whole story i wuld.. but now culdnt as im damn tired...

oh yea.. met nigel dilip singh over der too.. he was panicking.. as he juz gt scolded.. even b4 ns.. hahakz

YSTRDAE! was my first tym driving in the expressway.. bought my family to aloha loyang resort... fuuh it was fun.. abit scary.. but fun... n yea.. i know the way!

so dats it for now.. rushing to watch csi.. bye!

2008-11-28T06:16:00.000-08:00

hey guys.. diz is the most touching video ever...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vWOEHFUFnic

hope whoever sees this will start loving animals more...

they do have a soul n love too ya noe...

peace

@-l@meZ signin out...

2008-11-26T07:14:00.000-08:00

update...

well..... its been a week since i passed my driving test... n i am... LOVING IT!!!!!

haha.. been driving around.. my first drive(w/o instructor in sg) was e day i passed my test.. i drove my dad to my bro's skul for his play he was involved in.. n back again...

Den e next day went out wit pie.. picked him up @ admiralty mrt n went to amk central.. den played pool.. den go over to 529.. after dat brought hafiz n pie back to their respective homes...

n den on sat brought han to amk n back to sembawang b4 gg woodlands...

although i culdnt use the car much(coz my mom is very protective).. at least i gt to drive once in a while. n i noe sooner or later im gonna get bored of it... hahaha...

well.. been rushing my assignments lately.. last minute werk as usual... next week dateline for most of 'em.. n most of 'em not done!

n yea.. next week i hav ns medical screening... damn. n on 5th dec gt npcc outing wit the sec 2's or 3's i dunnoe wat age they r now as its been a long tym since i met 'em.. more than a yr to be exact... hahaha... or mayb less.. dunnoe...

so yea.. dats e highlight of my life... passing the test.. n i owe this to my instructor... n god.. haha.. yea... been praying for me to pass the test for the first tym n it works... juz like e tym durin IAP wen i prayed for god to help me ease the burden of IAP n my supervisor actually did the work for me... hehe..

Alhamdullillah...

so to all the people out there who's not getting wat they nedd or want.. try praying.. :D

k la.. on the 6th dec i'll be gg over to mallacca for hary raya haj... n gez wat.. il be driving all the way! no more changing of seats wit my mum.. haha..

n hell its not the hols e week after as my family will e gg to KL frm tues to fri and i hav SKUL ON TUES, THURS n FRI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wdh... gez ill be making my way back to sg... ALONE... on mon.. till fri.. ALONE..

haiz...

@-l@meZ signin out...

2008-11-13T04:51:00.000-08:00

hmm.. ryte now.. im stressing out over wat phone to buy... hahakzz..

damn.. i hav other thhings to think about like my portfolio project n my other projects. n some other projects that i really2 have to think about but im juz ignoring dem for now.. gez it will be e same last-minute me again.... haha... 2 mre weeks to go anyway for submission...... damn its fast.. i tot i juz strted skul...

k anyway.. im thinking of buyin the LG phone.. i dunnoe.. heard alot of negative comments frm my peers bout LG phones.. but i think the design is really superb.. n feature like touchscreen and great cameras... i gez ppl's views really do matter in making decisions.... i gt this aim of getting the LG KF700... it has touchscreen abilities.. and also the alphanumeric keypad.. so i dun hav to tire myself typing msgs using the touchscreen but juz use the normal keypads.. which is slide-able... dats pretty cool... n its got a 3mp cam.. hmmm..................................................

well its competitor would be e nokia 5320 xpressmusic.. dats been a choice of mine since it came out... with its superb sound quality n new interface... n also the features of ngage gaming although i dun use it much... its design is not bad.. but looks like any normal ph... n also juz a 2mp cam.... well.................................

so its either these two.... plss help me make a choice...

@-l@MeZ sigin out

2008-11-11T05:33:00.000-08:00

wassup peepz!

feeling up in e sky lately... things are strting to be wat i want them to be. or shuld i say... its finally lookin up now...

however...................... my sinus(i gez diz is how u spelled it?) is back.. if u dunnoe wat sinus is.. its wen u LITERALLY sneezes NON-STOP... yea.. its nt stoppable.. if u try to hold it in(like i did in class juz now)... ure eyes would strt to water.. n ure nose would leak.. n itch n also occurs abrasions on e nose as u would be rubbing ure nose n eyes frequently to stop it frm going BOOM BOOM BOOM...
well. my mum said my sinus is back as im nt gettin enuff slp.. well i gez... she's rite.. oh well..

ystrdae went for e supervisor course.. i was late.. i went out frm my house at 530 n reached kallang at 710.. surprising huh... well.. i took e bus n the road conditions went realli that favourable.. hahakz...

k.. it was fun.. coz ders this rider over der.. kecoh siol.. joker.. every minute or every sentence the trainer said.. he would hav sumthin to comment abt.. n i tell u.. those comments are nt lame or dumb.. dey're super funny.. haha.. me? well.. im juz being myself sitting quietly laughing at their jokes.. silently.. hahakz.. same old shy alim here... damn...

ive been craving for food lately.. i dunnoe y.. i would feel hungry for the 3 meals i would normally hav.. like breakfast, lunch n dinner.. i used to onli feel hungry for breakfast n dinner onli... damn.. i hope i wnt gain more weight...

n ive nt been havin much strength to exercise regurlarly too.. my knee is acting up again.. n i hav to strt taking the medication again.. damn.. diz tym its more painful den it used to be.. but not so frequent... oh well.. i gez i hafta wait till e medication finishes n den go c e doc again... haiz.. last time aini accompanied me.. dunnoe if she wuld again.. as it wuld be quite boring.. hahakz..

k mary finally replied e msg i sent her on frenster.. haha.. k la dats it for now.. i wanna go watch my fav show - csi miami.. fuuh.. k go

@-l@MeZ signin out....

2008-11-08T07:07:00.000-08:00

well.. a few reasons to smile today....

first reason... my long lost, gone friend.. mary joy canlas santos ( or issit canlos santas... hmm the first one sounds better didnt it?? haha.. sorry mary).. finally.. after almost 3 yrs... got to be in contact with her again.. hahaha.. well.. she went bck to e phillipines before the O's to go for Uni study.. it was quite sudden.. so yea.. at least she's finally contacting in a way!! haha.. n i found out she mite be coming back nxt yr... juz for a visit.. but dats gud enuff.. miss ya seyh.. rmmber those npcc days.. hahakz...

ok second reason.. my dad got a $5k plus cheque from ntuc.. not sure why or how.. but he got it... looks lyk im gonna get a new hp (hehehe).. or mayb a laptop! oh wait.. syukur alhamdullillah.. dats more important... (hee)

another reason is.. im finally back in doin kitchen work at ph!! phew.. i admit at first i was e one so damn eager to go service.. but dat was bcoz aini, shafie, ridwan n han is all posted out der.. n i was alone in kitchen.. but nw dat aini, shafie n ridwan no longer werking der.. ders nt much fun to it.. n also the customers could really be a major pain in the ***.... well.. i hope diz wont be juz temporary.. coz e compasspoint staff would onli be here for a week or so.. damn.. well at least made a few more frens... n i hope dey would juz let me stay in e kitchen for now.. it was so bad juz now that i really forgot how to do opening.. it took me more than 2 hrs to finish the whole opening.. i used to onli tke 1 hr for both aux n make.. damn.. i need a refreshment course...

k finally...... TP is cuming in exactly 1 week n 3 days tym!!!! i cnt believe dat its actually here... i hope i wuld pass for e first tymm.. pls pray for me .. haha.. n after much counting n plannin.. i onli need n extra $30 frm my parents..(well.. i dun think dat would be much of a problem?? hahaha)... dat if i dun pay last mnth's gym fee... but since dey r nt bothering me lyk dey always do.. i wuldnt bother for now...

k la... ive less than 12 mre hrs b4 i strt werk again.. i dunnoe wat im gona do nw.. as i dun think i cn go to slp yet...

@-l@meZ signin out...

2008-11-07T07:09:00.000-08:00

hey guys.. wassup?

life has nt been great.. it has nt been bad either.. wel.. dats life... haha..

i hav things to smile abt.. n things dat i really regret or hate...

but for now.. der r more things to frown abt den smile...

wel.. for now.. i dunnoe hw to change things.. i really dun....

so wen i think of the things that mke my heart ache... i juz sing it away... hahakz...

oh hell yea.. at this particular moment.. the light in my room juz switched itself on... haha.. well i switched it on since i gt into the room.. but since its a flourescent (is dat hw u spell it?) bulb.. i gez it needs time to load or sumthin....

dats sumthin to smile about.. hahakz.. gez wat.. i made a joke in class today.. wakaka.. well jokes frm me hav been really rare these past weeks... i dunnoe y.. i have been really wana tella joke.. or do sumthin to mke ppl laugh.. but nth.. i tried to think of sumthin funny to say but all i get was fuzzzzzzzz....

i rmmber i used to say things dat i dun recall even thinking to say it... ok.. dat phrase is hard to understand.. but try hard!! hahakz.. n after i say wat i dun recall even thinking to say it.. ppl laugh.. it eventually turn out to be funny... haha..

but now.. i hav to think hard to say sumthin funny.. n most of the time.. e words that come out.. isnt funny at all...

i guess.. things change yea? hmm.. i hope i culd change bck to be e clown dat i was... damn.. i hate growing up... hahakz...

k.. wen e semester opened.. one of my frens, joseph, asked me to join Orion wit him.. for those who dunnoe.. its a singing comp in NYP..
den.. one day while werkin.. han asked if i wanna join Orion... den... juz nw during break.. one of my frens asked me to join...

hmm.. han said that this is our laast yr.. or our last 6 mnths here in nyp... i culd make it worthwhile.. but wat if it turns out bad?? den.. wow.. wat a graduation it will be.. haha... n im in doubt if i wuld hav enuff tym.. with all these project coming in n stuff (wit an 's') to do...

wat u guys think?? (if anyone is reading diz ryte now) hahakz..

anywayz.... sum of my frens gettin worried bout me.. im too obsessed wit my weight dat im strtin to skip lunch (although i really dun want to)... but im not anoroxic (im nt sure hw to spell this either).. coz wen it come to dinner.. boy do i eat... yea its not healthy.. but i cnt help it.. i hav to save damn money for my tp test (wic cost 200 bucks fpr a day btw!!).. n i have nt even payed for last mnths gym membership.. these are what i need for now...

PDL renewal - $25
next week's lesson - $27
next2 week's lesson - $27
gym - $64
tp test - $200

total - $374

i culd cry looking at these numbers... damnit.. n this is nt including the $80 i need for my graduation show( wic i dun think is neccessary as im nt gg into this industry at all)... haiz... dunnoe if my mom culd sponsor any of these... n my pay didnt even reach $100!! wth..

ouh.. n im exercising like crazy.. even when i noe im super tired.. i would force myself to go out n jog.. like juz now.. after the gathering... i came home arnd 830 or sumthin.. den went out for jog at 9..

and ystrdae.. while jogging.. my knee hurts more than it ever did before.. but i cntinued to jog as i have not even covered 400m..... damn..

well.. dats it for now.. tmw werking from 8-5... aini's not online... so noone to talk to.. hahakz.. rudy is seldom online.. e rest.... i dun usually talk to dem unless they talk first.. hahakz.. so unsociable of me i noe.. but seriously... i dunnoe wat to say as either ive nvr met them for mnths or years.. or im see-ing them everyday(skulmatez)...

so yea.. dunnoe hw to mke new frens.. haha... mayb wait till i get a new job or sumthin..( wic i dun think i wuld achieve)

k la.. ciaozzzzzz

@-l@meZ signin out...

2008-11-03T06:52:00.000-08:00

there's a saying that goes...

"things happen for a reason"

n most ppl assume that the "reason" would be gud... n most ppl.. like me.. use this reason.. to juz go wit the flow in life in watever that happens.. oblivious in whether its gud or bad...

well.. dats a shitty reason...

most ppl.. like me.. shuld put everythin on fate.. we shuld do sumthin to change it to mke it it beta for ourselves or for others...

n ryte nw.. im gona do sumthin to change.. something.. yea.. i dunnoe wat im gonna change.. but its sumthing alryte...

ryte now.. im living life as it givs me.. i dun realli noe wats happening arnd me or i dun really care so much.. im juz taking life e way it is.. i dunnoe y.. mayb its bcoz of the "things happen for a reason" quote..

n ryte nw.. im nt living life to the fullest.. ive been wasting my life.. clamping myself down on sumthing wic i assume gg to come true.. a dream dat i dunnoe if i culd ever reach.. ive been living under a nutshell for sum tym nw..

n dats wat im gona chnge.. im gona be bck to who i was... so to those ppl who hate me for who i was.. i don giv a damn.. coz i respect ppl who accept a person for who dey r.. fat, skinny, stupid, clever, dumb, ugly or handsome... n doz ppl r my frens..

these past few mnths.. ive been trying hard to slim down.. coz some ppl nvr appreciates a fat person.. some even look down upon us.. well.. ive managed to shed a few kilos.. n i see e difference in hw ppl treat me... n i dun think its fair.. we're all human.. so for now.. i dun cre if im fat or ugly.. im still alim..

im nt gona pretend animore.. n im nt gona try to be sumone im nt animore.. dun cre if u like it anot.. coz im gona live my life.. as ALIM. hahakz. tke cre peepz

@-l@MeZ signin out...

2008-10-16T09:47:00.000-07:00

careless-ness.. incompetence-ness.. foolishness...

dats wat my life is filled with recently...

i think i hav to clear all my thoughts and feelings...
juz be me... i shuldnt try to hard...
i shuld juz be who i am...
n i shuld also juz calm myself down n think straight..

my mind is always full of things or something big... n den poof!! all concentration gone...

k put dat aside...

today.. finally got to convince rudy to start jogging... n motivated him to actually run a full 1200m before sprinting a few metres at e end and resting...
he did well...

n after dat we walk-a-jog back to my place der for the fitness corner...

n blabla.. im in not much mood to post.. i juz wanna sit down by my bed.. n think..
clear my mind of my "dilemma's".. n think straight...

n i think i shuld be more of a man den a boy... its tym for me to be more matured.. n be more of a gentleman.. hahakz...

k la... aini finished her first day of trnng... she said it was ok... n i noe she shuld be kinda tired after a whole day of it... but be strong aini! i noe u r! haha..

i cnt wait till its my turn to join the full time force.. muahahaabluek

k la. nitez

@-l@meZ signin out...

2008-10-13T09:02:00.001-07:00

i feel so fucked up bout myself rite now.

as if i juz don wanna go aniwer..
stay in my room n nt touch or do anythin...

dat would keep me out of foolishness n stupidity

@-l@meZ... out... :'(

2008-10-06T07:56:00.001-07:00

hey guys....

well.. me n aini's plan to go for a jog was deleted as her dad said it was already too late to jog...

oh well.. i cant say anythin as its her dad.. so i actually expected to go home but i stayed on... aini showed me almost all her albums of pics frm e past(duh!)... well she was kinda cute wen she was smaller.. hahakz... takmo kembang eyh aini!

den while looking at e pics.. at e corner of my eye i saw sumthin move.. i tot it was a cat or juz a trick of light but... it was a rat... not so big.. but bigger than wat normally seen... aini didnt believe me at first... until her mom saw it too.. hahakz... her mom said it climbed up the stairs n i tried looking for it but its nowhere...

den dey strt joking bout rats taking the lifts n ol.. haha.. oh well..

den aini closed the door afraid tht the rat would come in... n the smell of her mom's curry strt to overwhelm e place.. n my nose.. irritatingly started to itch n water.. damn.. i was holding everythin in.. n i think aini noticed... haha...

oh yea.. b4 that her dad called me into his room to talk to me... well.. i found out somebody told him i culd "see things"... haha.. but i dun mind.. i dun think i can see dem.. i juz think "dey" like to choose me to pick on... n her dad strted sayin bishan used to be a cemetry.. wel.. i understand his concern.. as we actually wanted to jog at bishan park...

k den... so i stayed at her home till 930pm.. as i wanted to watch the ending for jurassic park.. hahakz... n den decided to head home...

n guess wat.. on the way home.. sumthin happened that made me damn angry at singaporeans including myself...

well i was walking towards e traffic light.. a group of people were already waiting to cross..

i waited der for like around 3 mins.. people were trying to cross as the traffic light juz wnt change red... and the traffic was quite heavy...

n guess wat... i realised noone actually pressed the button for the light to change...

DEY ARE ACTUALLY WAITING TO JAYWALK!!!!

damn.. wen i pressed the button.. the light immediately changed amber..

n those foolish people.. including me.. actually waited.. to jaywalk...

damn.

@-l@meZ signin out...

2008-10-05T07:52:00.000-07:00

heyz...

i dunnoe wat happening.. am i gettin dumber.. or juz my brain nt working well...

hahakz... i dunnoe man.. ive been havin really slow reaction timing and also my thinking speed is currently so low dat even the bottom of hawaii is higher... damn...

mayb its e work frm my last iap dat made my brain go "poof!" dats it.... or my brain decided to turn itself off during the hols so dat i wuld be ready for the next sem...

i wasnt like this in sec sch... i can do maths mentally fast n i could think of solutions for problems faster... damn..

n yea.. toking bout the next sem.. i got two days off!! i hope dey wnt change animore.. hahakz...

k la.. im so tired now.... work was ok today but felt abit guilty leaving those guys to do closing on their own.. well.. ders always a first tym.. hehe.. sori guys...

@-l@MeZ signin out....

2008-10-04T08:34:00.000-07:00

good evening mateys...

well first n foremost..

congratulations to aini for getting her new job in ICA. well uve been wanting this job soo much n now uve gt it.. n i wuld say do ure bez n endure any obstacles along the way.. the training mite be tough.. the job mite be hard.. but if ders anythin.. u noe uve gt great frens(lyk myself) to back u up! hehe...
wishing u the bez of luck aite...

ok la.. n seeing her go thru so much to get a full tym job... i was thinking myself.. wat abt me? wat wuld happen if its my turn to look for a proper job... ive been werkin in piza hut for 3 yrs.. altough its a job.. but i wuldnt call it proper...
so to me.. its nt really gud enuf experience for me to be ready for a full tym job...

n also i was thinking.. wat culd i be.. i dun think i wuld want to be in the field im studyin currently..
n after talking to my cuz.. who is currently serving ns about signin on.. i think it could be quite a stable job... u noe as a policeman... a childhood ambition...

but wuld it be enuff?? even my dad who has a salary of nearly $6K per mnth is struggling wit finances... although i noe its partly bcoz of the size of my family...

i culd be a teacher(another childhood.. no.. post-secondaryhood ambition..) after serving in police after 3-5 yrs.. it culd mke my pay to be arnd $2-3K... hmmm.. dats mite be enuff for a small family.. ceyh da pikir family NAMPAK!! wakaka...

oh well.. skul strting in almost a weeks tym.. n den 6 more mnths of skul.. n hopefully if i dun fail n anymore subjects.. i wuld be gg off to ns by next yr.. n den BAM! reality...

wow..

i cnt believe tyms gg so fast.... haiz.. i think im gonna miss e days of my childhood n teenage life... better enjoy it while i can...

wokey la.. congrats again to jonet... GUD LUCK!!

@-l@meZ signin out...

2008-09-30T21:36:00.000-07:00

berlalulah sudah ramadhan... sebulan berpuasa.... deng deng deng deng

hahakz... hell yea.. its raya baby... to all my muslim frenz out der.. and other peepz who also joins in e celebrations Slamat Hari Raye Aidilfitri!

ystrdae i managed to negotiate wit my dad so that i culd meet the guys for e bunga api session.. haha... met up wit lava first at werkplace and den went to aini's house...

it was raining quite heavily wen we walked der.. n my slippers were.. well.. slippery... it was quite a long jouney.. n furthermore im carrying PAPER bag(whic by the tym reached aini's home was torn n tattered) wit ketupat n lauks from my mom'c periuk.. hahakz..

ok i reached aini's home.. drenched... her whole family was home...

then juz sat down waiting for rudy to arrive.. i decided to giv aini's mom some ketupat.. but while trying to call her a slip of tongue (or if it was kumar - a tongue of slip) happened..

super embarassing.. as everyone heard.. luckily lava was der or i would hav jumped out the window... hahakz...

n after rudy and aini ate the food under the blk.. we went to sumwer open to play the whistling crackers as dey were super loud...

it was more enjoyable than i expected... seriously... after not playing dem for at least 10 yrs... haha... but while almost finishing.. we were stopped by the police as sumone complained... oh well...

n rudy sent me home on his bike and it was raining.. though i wasnt showing it.. but i was freezing like hell.. my insides were like crying out to put on a sweater or something.. damn.. n today gt the flu... but not a bad one.. a good one...

k la.. currently waiting for my relatives to come over my home.. as this year its my family's turn to host... n its already 1246.. wonder wen dey'll arrive.. dats y i gt the tym to ryte this article... chey.. article kaper... haha..

oh yea n this was the first tym im actually wearing a songkok like since 5-6 yrs!! n wen i look at myself in the mirror... fuwee.. handsome kaper... hahakz... no la.. it juz reminded me wen i was younger n going for madrasah... hahakzz

hair - SHORT...

k la... guitar tym...

@-l@MeZ "ber-raya-ing" out...

2008-09-30T01:35:00.000-07:00

sup...

juz finished painting e wall beside my gate.. coz my lil bro painted e gate green n got the wall green also.. juz a dash of art that my dad didnt like..

so i repainted the wall beige n some of it got to the the gate n den repainted some part of the gate beige n voala... it turns out to be somewat a mess... but my dad somehow likes it.. or mayb not if he keeping it inside as i am quite moody today... hahakz...

n of coz as always... i gt paint all over me... but wat e hell....

niweaz... aini planned for us to play bunga api at her area... n rudy already bought the sparkles... but me... i cnt mke it.. i think... i tried asking my mom if i culd go to "hari raya celebration" wit ph ppl.. but she didnt like e idea...

now i feel super bad... im like e king of fun-spoilers... e king of party crashers... haiz.. y me eh?
i hope aini n rudy would juz go on at least they wuld hav fun... haiz.. sori guys...

ive gt to go now.. sori again guys.. ive gt to do the curtains... damn.

@-l@meZ juz trying to get out....

2008-09-18T09:51:00.000-07:00

heya.. back frm work..

my knee hurts like hell.. got an mc but didnt use it.. symphaty i guess..

not enuff staff juz now.. so yea.. i juz endured e pain.. culdnt wait to go home...

anyway yea.. i dunnoe wat to type..

oh yea
juz not sure yet.. need to be sure... den...

k dats it..

@-l@meZ signin out...

2008-09-15T21:42:00.000-07:00

HeyZ...

juz got back from my car prac.. drove to bukit batok to try the test route.. engine stalled 4 times today.. haiz... seram seyh.. coz gt loads of ruthless drivers down der.. hahakz...

ystrdae worked frm 11-5.. did service.. n den after work went to shopping for cupcakes' items.. y? coz azura and aini wanted to learn to make cupcakes.. n dey asked me to tag along. so i did..

went to sheng shiong.. bought the things.. den met taha under azura's blk..

went up to azura'a home.. aini went home first instead.. hmmph.. hahakz.. den buka puase at azura's home.. her family is much more friendlier than expected.. n i felt quite comfortable after a while..

aini joined us after buka.. although i told her to come and buka together wit us.. but nemind.. the food was great... haha...

n after dat we strted our things for the mission... to do cupcakes...

lets juz see the pics!

These are the milestones.. the cream.. the pastry and the oven.. n of course the final product...

Some random pics...

mine...

aini's...

azura's...

k la.. at least it tastes guud.. w/o the cream would be better.. hahaha...

ciao.. for now...

@-l@MeZ signin out...

2008-09-12T09:55:00.000-07:00

damn.. y dey hiring ppl to be managers.. if these people cant even speak ENGLISH!!!

haiz... cant stand it..

anyway.. i feel old.. im already aching all over..

both my knees hav been hurting for lyk months.. n all the doctor said waas exercise-related pain..

my ack hav been hurting too.. but i dun think dats serious...

by thigh is currently cramp.. n my right wrist is aching...

I FEEL SUPER OLD.. anyone noe y??

n yea.. i want to.. but im afraid..

aargh.

@-l@MeZ signin out...

2008-09-11T23:59:00.000-07:00

hmm..

haiz... careful there...

oh yea.. n it still hurts.

@-l@meZ signin out...

2008-09-10T10:02:00.000-07:00

hello.. got bck frm work.. prayed.. exercised...

damn tired...

my knee still hurts like hell...

bye

@-l@meZ signin out...

2008-09-09T10:25:00.000-07:00

Wokey.. juaz got back from work.. did my prayers... n my daily exercising..

its currently 1.25 am.. n i cant believe im awake...

since sleeping late the nite b4.. i tot i culd wake up late ystrdae... but gt a message frm aini asking me to come early... seems like ders not enuff service staff for the morning...

well.. i agreed.. not sure why. but i did.. hahakz.. so i got ready but realised my mum juz washed my uniform.. n its super wet... so i ironed it.. my way... wic didt turn out gud.. but at least it got dried..

haha.. n bla bla bla worked n stuff till oo30hrs juz nw... was a little pissed coz 3 of the nite kitchen staff culdnt or wuldnt make it.. so its left wit me, lulu n 3 other trainees who doesnt noe much stuff...

n while doing cut.. i hav to take care of the aux orders.. as dey demselves dunnoe wic dey hav done n wic dey have not..

super pissed..

but nemind.. was bz frm 630 till 800... but handled it thnx to lulu ah.. she came n helped wit aux while awal did wit make.. closing was okay as i hav to teach the trainee managers proper closing n run the thin dough..

oh yea...

got news last nite that we didnt make it thru e auditions.. well.. i was dissapointed.. abit..
no.. very...

haiz.. but taking it as a stepping stone.. one at a tym.. but still.. im dissapointed.. hahakz.. watever..

im currently holding the damn guitar.. n trying to perfect my original song... trying to make it more entertaining.. coz ryte now its like the "jason mraz" or the "backstreet boys" type of song.. slow..

so yea

k la.. its already 130.. n i wanna rest... ciao matez...

@-l@meZ signin out...

halooooo!

2008-09-08T08:33:00.000-07:00

Hello, hello, hello!!!

hahakz.. finally im back...

im sure most of ya'll miss me dearly..

last post.. jan 2008 i think.. haha

well.. been bz n stressed n tired... but anyway... posting again..

hmm lets see... tiday.. well.. went for my car lesson again.. went pretty well except that i hav to drive barefooted for the first time.. as my slippers were to big.. n i can tell you.. its wasnt a pleasant journey..

fell asleep in the car a couple of tyms while doing parking.. coz ystrdae went home arnd 2am.. n slept arnd 3am.. bcoz of the harry potter book that im reading over again.. Damn...

anyways.. fasting tyms back.. been nearly 8 days... hell yea.. haha...

k anyway.. met up wit aini in amk.. coz i need to see the doc.. n i need sumone to keep me company... n der she is.. hahaha.. but i didnt force her ryte...?

so after meeting her at amk pizza hut.. went strt to yishun polyclinic.. super new nowadays...
hav to wait till 130 b4 registring..
so we waited.. n waited till its our turn..

doc said my knee hurts becoz of exercise related inury.. but i think otherwise.. n ive got enzhyma!!! i dunnoe how to spell.. n i donnoe wat it is.. hahaha..

ok den.. after the doc thingy.. brought aini arnd yishun.. first stop safra(she was in awe to see that place)... second stop yishun park(she tried almost everythin in the fitness corner).. third stop yishun reservoir(she culdnt find a snake or a rat)... n den back to interchange...

took the mrt to yio chu kang.. n aini spotted a crocodile at the reservoir along the way.. hmm.. to me its like a big lizard.. but juz support her la.. hahakz...

n den.. stopped at yck.. took bus to kebun bahru CC as we need a place for our sessions instead of under the blk...

any suggestions anyone?

still.. ders nowhere.. n anyway.. after that went to amk wit her so she culd buy grow milk.. haha.. for her 20 yr old sis.. wakaka... no la 11yr old... but still.. nvrmind.. hahakz..

k n den went home...

worite la seyh! 2days update done!
n im still waitiing for the audtions results!!!!!

but anyway...

@-l@meZ signin out...

happy new yr!

2007-12-31T08:37:00.000-08:00

happy new year peepz!!!

its me.. @-l@meZ.. the man... wishing u a happi happi new yr... now don u guys feel honoured??

wakaka.. damn..

will didnt realli hav a great day 2day.. i meant ystrdae.. skipped lunch.. but after i ate dinner.. i vommited evrythin out... n my stomach's empty agan.. haha.. ok damn..

well.. been vommiting since i got back from malacca... it sux i noe..

hmm.. 2008...

hope its a great yr... BUT im gonna be FREAKING yr 3!!! damn.. yr 3...

that waas FAST.. im not ready for reality.. realli im not.. attachments, projects... n i didnt mean dat was reality.. reality mewans.. after ns.. wat the hell am i gonna do???

ok.. go back werk at pizza hut... wakaka.. damn dat wuld b a waste of my diploma wont it???

damn..

ok 2008.. make it good for me... bismillah...

@-l@MeZ signin out...

tsk ah duh

2007-12-26T21:34:00.000-08:00

damn..

skul strts in like.. umm.. 4 days??

n i hav like 4 assignments pending.. hmm.. well can always finish one in a day...

yea ryte...

me?? finish an assinment in a day?? impossible.. well.. unless.. its e due date! wakaka.. yea dat might mke it possible...

ok.. 2 days since back frm malacca... ystrdae was sleep day.. yea i literally slept e whole day... coz was havin flu n e medicine i took was.. horiibly drowsyness in e making...

ok well.. today?? not much plans... mayb go over to my werk place... malas ah.. dunnoe whether shuld werk for new year anot??

hmm new year... 2008 is cuming..

2008!!!

wat happened?? to 2007??

it was juz like ystrdae i went for my orientation for poly.. n now im gg to b in yr 3 soon..

wooh.. scary...

boo! are you scared??

no?

BOO!!

now??

k watever shits.. k la.. pls tag me .. im bored.. ciaoz...

@-l@meZ signin out..

back from holidays

2007-12-25T06:32:00.000-08:00

hey peepz...

im back from malacca for the holidays...

not really well now.. hav a flu...

n its not like ive been havin fun e past few days.. it was e worst few days ive ever had...
n trust me.. its not about the cold...

well.. this was supposed to be my family's actual plan.. tes off to malacca to my grandparents' kampong... n on fri off to a villa for a stay in a resort till sun.. n den back to sg...

but things took a huge turn.. n i meant a HUGE turn...

things were fine on tues when we reach e kampong house.. 3 other of my uncles n aunts' families was der earlier.. coz its a realli big house...
went shopping @ mahkota parade.. didnt buy anythin.. yet..

my granddad n grandma was der..

the next day was hari raya haji... normal... went for mosque in the morn... wit my grandfather, uncle n cousins... still normal..

didnt do much for hari raya.. juz sat at home playing games.. till nite...

den nite was when things took a bad turn... arnd 3am in e morn.. my aunt woke my cousin, haidhar, up coz my grandfather was not feelin well.. my granddad wasnt breathin properly..

so wen the sun was up.. my grandfather was already in a ward... i dont noe much.. but dis was what i heard what the adults were sayin:

1. the hospital doesnt hav rooms available..
2. the aircon wasnt working
3. my grandfather's condition is quite stable..

ok... i was like.. hmm...

well.. so at noon all of us went to the hospital.. i looked at my grandfather... he was damn pale.. but he could talk properly.. i kissed his hands n everthin n see him talk.. it was all fine...

den my mom went to his side to say some prayers.. on other words "zikir".. dats wen i saw my grandad gasping for air.. since my uncles didnt say anythin.. i tot it was normal..

den my graddad said "Allah!" n closed his eyes.. a nurse was der... so i tot it was fine.. diz was the conversation my mom had wit e nurse:

mother: nurse is he sleeping?

nurse: oh its ok let him rest.

well.. then the doc came in.. n shouted at e nurse... n shouted at my grandfather" pakcik! pakcik! y now?! wake up!"

that was the moment... my heart felt lyk crushin.. tears ran down my cheeks.. although the nurse closed the curtains i could see e bed shake so hard as e doc was doing cpr...

the doc was in der for at least an hour trying to revive my grandfather.. der were three other docs who were called in after that...

after at an hour of reviving.. my grandfather strted breathing again... n the doc said der was hope... but my grandfather was not transfered to e ICU but the CCU..

well... dat was for fri.. evrythin was fine after dat.. i tot so...

e next day.. we went to e hospital again at noon..

e whole of my mom's side family was der.. but by the tym i reached the CCU ward.. e doc was already doin CPR to my grandfather.. n my grandma was outside cryin.. i juz cnt stand seeing her lyk dat...

n the worse has come.. the doc came out n said.. he's gone.. n my aunt ask me to go n call in my grandma n e rest...

y do i hav to giv e bad news...

but i did it.. n my grandma was crying ryte after i said it... damn it crushed me...

n after that.. i was crying beside the bed.. not onli me.. my bro, cousin, mom n uncle.. evryone.. i was der all along...

said prayers into his ear...

den after e cleanup... i followed my grandpa into e funeral van n back home..

we washed his body n wrapped him up.. e funeral was done strt away n my grandfather was buried in melaka...

i still rmmber e last kiss i gav him on his forehead b4 he was wrapped up completely after e wash..

n den followed again e funeral van to e burial site..

dats e last i see of him.. n the next three days we had kenduri...

e memories are still fresh in my mind.. n tears kept rolling evrytym i think of it.. coz he was e onli grandfather i had.. since i was born dat is...

his last wish was actualli to see me go to uni b4 he closed his eyes..

well.. im still gonna be in uni..

for now.. rest in peace my grandpa..

@-l@meZ signin out...

bowl wit the cool

2007-12-17T21:40:00.000-08:00

hey there...

well.. quite tired today.. ystrdae went bowling with e ph peepz.. der r exactly 10 of us..
me, shafie, ahmad, rudy, hariz, mira, juwita, raudah, aini, nurul...

is dat 10?? yea its 10...

ok promised to meet at 6.. well.. im not used to e term "janji melayu" ( for those who dont noe also - like me- it means promised at 6 come at 8)

yep.. well i myself was late but at least onli 30 mins late.. ainni n nurul was der first... yishun mrt btw.. so wen i came we became bored.. piee n juwita at amk ph waiting for mira... so i decided to walk arnd northpoint.. its been a long tym since ive been der.. i was looking for an earpiece btw... so i bought this creative earpiece for a damn 30 bucks... nnot after walking arnd e whole nprthpoint looking for e cheaper one... but well.. nvm...

so yea den met piee n juwita n went to eat at ljs while waiting for e rest.. ok o we waited from 6 till 8+ b4 all arrived... wakaka.. dats janji melayu for u...

so den we went to wait for e shuttle bus to OCC.. but we we arrived der.. all e lanes were fully booked.. but we dont have to wait long.. mira played e "thing with e robot arm to get those toys inside e box" thingy... yeah n she gt a pooh bear i think.. hmm..

so we got 2 lanes.. boys vs girls.. boys win.. of coz.. wakaka..

well.. dats just it,.. excpt dat we hav to miss e last bus as it was full... but jumita n nurul made it as dey hav to rush home.. so e rest of us walked out n took 811 back to int.. from der me n piee took mrt back hme.. e rest go mkn sumwhere i dontnoe..

k.. for e pics.. i havent gt hold of dem.. wel most of them.. but sum is already inside my frenster.. wakaka... so yeah.. ciaoz beb!!!!

(raudah e picture taker so not in e pic)

@-l@MeZ signin out....

new skin n song

2007-12-14T06:41:00.000-08:00

Well well well.. look whos back...

by right i hav loads and loads to post.. abt hari raya wit e ph peepz.. class outing to botanical gardens... n juz recently went ou bowling wit mira, shafie n juwita...

but.. its either im lazy or dun hav much tym to post...

well.. next week im gg to go m'sia for five days from 19 to 25th... to celebrate hari raya haji n christmas.. hahakz..

excited?? not really.. coz my hp spoil.. so.. wat am i gonna listen to during the 4 hrs journey to melaka n 4 hrs back to johor???

my psp is e ans.. wakaka...

ok la.. dats it for now... more to post next tymm.. ciaoz peepz...

@-l@MeZ signin out...

dont judge a book anyhow.. muahaha

2007-11-20T06:48:00.000-08:00

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20 Nov 2007

Olryte.. diz post is to HOPEFULLY clear things up...diz might be a sensitive post.. as it is regarding religion.. so i would like to apologize in advance to whoever feels offended ok?

Well.. recently.. i saw this load of vids in YouTube.. well.. i juz dont noe y.. alot of ppl frm arnd e world accosiate muslims with terrorrists.. ders even a blogspot with a name banislam dot blogspot dot com juz to discriminate n insult our religion..

Well.. naturally i would be pissed to hear of such stuff.. i mean.. come on.. religion is a realli sensitive thing to touch.. its somethin dat some ppl believe deeply in.. y e criticsm n e insults??

i noe dey r terrorrists out der.. CLAIMING demselves to be muslim.. n since den.. almost e whole world thinks all of muslims are terrorrists.. i'll tell u if muslims were all terrorrists der wnt be any here animore would der?? coz all would end up commitiin suicide bombings..

these terrorrists arent muslims.. our god, Allah, condemn voilence.. let it be killings or suicides.. its even stated in our religion whoever commits suicide shall go straight to hell.. so wat mkes these terrorists think dat all this killings in suicide bombings will be a great divine or great help to muslims or themselves?? basically dey do not hav enuff education on islam.. so wat mkes dem a muslim?? NOTHING.. so dey shuldnt claim to b a muslim n hav a holy war..

i myself may not be soo religious.. but.. i hav understandings n common sense.. n to see people criticise sumthin dat i believe in is veri veri disturbin..

those videos in youtube are ppl sayin muslims are bad n shuld be banished frm e world or.. the making of a muslm terrorrist.. wat does dis mean?? wuldnt dis boil more blood in muslims?? wuldnt this create anger n wuld hav a feel of revenge?? things wont strt w/o a reason.. so if der is no spark, der wnt be fire..

i wuld like to clear things up to the world.. dont think dat all muslims are bad juz bcoz of a few bad eggs or black sheeps.. we shuld be peaceful ppl.. even our qur'an says muslims n our god encourages multi-racial or religion.. ders no saying that any religion shuld be banished or anythin..

n to all e terrorrists out der.. stop claiming ure a muslim... go n study ure religion well b4 making claims n killing ppl.. im a muslim myself.. n i nvr ever support voilence.. not even wen being criticised or insulted.. coz to me.. these things are tests to see if we are strong in faith n not to juz resort to voilence.. n pls dun be too sensitive coz sum ppl might juz tke it as a joke.. laugh abt it.. dont bear grudges..

so yea.. dats my point for now.. pls do leave comments or tag me.. all comments are much appreciated.. n if this post is too harsh to anyone.. u can ask me to remove it.. it will nt be a rpob for me.. keep an open mind all e tym.. peace out..

@-l@meZ signin out...

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amelen chalet

2007-11-16T20:28:00.000-08:00

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17 Nov 2007

Hey ya'll.. today is saturday 17 nov 2007... n im feeling damn tired.. hahahakz..

suppose to werk at 8 til 4 but i am forced to ask for a replacement... coz ystrdae went for amelen's bdae chalet..n today at 0600hrs we mde our way bck...

its quite blend but let me tell u wat we did la..

@ 6pm me n jing long went our way to yishun from skul.. we met daniel der n we took a cab.. we dont noe e name of e street so we called amelen... n wat he told us all three of us dont noe wat he was saying.. but he did say cranwell bungalow 2 @ aloha changi.. e taxi driver nearly missed a turn but daniel saw e word cranwell.. hahaha..

DEn i dont noe y e taxi kept on going when i said we are reach aldready.. n e driver went deeper n deeper... in e end we hav to walk arnd 200m to e chalet.. haiz..

den wen we reach we makan ah.. got quite lots of things... sushi, pizza, spaghetti, kambing soup n bbg chicken.. n amelen's father provide wine, liquor n beer... but duh, i dont drink.. so we ate.. too much i think.. so to burn it away.. we went to play soccer.. not real soccer juz kicking arnd..

den we sat down till arnd 11pm.. n we decided to go changi village... amelen didnt follow us but nvm.. he gt guests.. n changi village was e highest point! haha.. we saw soliciters or watever dey r called both male n female type.. hahaha.. den we went to e beach n saw diz indian man n a really big, n i mean big lady.. lol.. u dunnoe how to explain wat happened ah but it was damn funny..

ok den we lex at e beach.. n rochester kept complaining gt mosquitoes.. wakaka.. so we made our way back but onli after we had coconut.. e coconut was so huge sia i couldnt finish.. i onli drank half its juice n e meat i finish.. hahaha..

ok den we made our back n on e way we walk thru e "prost" area.. n der was alot of guys.. i mean alot.. some wer taking pictures..

den we reach der n bla blabla... i slept arnd 3.. e aircon in e rm was so cold ... although that room was nt meant for us but we slept aniwae... den at 6 am we wke up n took bus hme.. dada..

i noe e post quite boring but watodo.. im damn tired la.. tmw la.. ciaoz peepz..

@-l@MeZ signin out..

BaCk to BlOg

2007-11-14T05:51:00.000-08:00

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14 Nov 2007

Well..

Im back to bloggin...

so yea.. hellow hello hellO...

@-l@MeZ is back.. Alim is back.. NO!!

FAG2OT IS BACK!!!

but eyh.. im not a faggot ok.. i juz didnt noe wat it realli meant wen i used dat nick...

well.. so much has or had happened... but its tym...

yes its tymm...

its wen me.. muhd alim bin hussain will mke an announcement, unannounced!!!

ITS TYM... to start new n fresh...

so yea.. next stop.. school werk.. so ciaoz...

@-l@meZ signin out...

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new blog... new me...

2007-04-29T21:37:00.000-07:00

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30 April 2007

DatE: 30/04/2007

WhaT: NeW BloG CreateD...

WhO: @-l@meZ

WheN: 12:39pm

HoW: BloggeR & BlogskinS

WherE: On ThE FlooR(LivinG RooM)... SupposeD tO bE iN SkuL...

WhY: JuZ FoR e FuN oF iT...

@-l@meZ signin out...

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