Friday, November 7, 2008



hey guys.. wassup?

life has nt been great.. it has nt been bad either.. wel.. dats life... haha..

i hav things to smile abt.. n things dat i really regret or hate...

but for now.. der r more things to frown abt den smile...

wel.. for now.. i dunnoe hw to change things.. i really dun....

so wen i think of the things that mke my heart ache... i juz sing it away... hahakz...

oh hell yea.. at this particular moment.. the light in my room juz switched itself on... haha.. well i switched it on since i gt into the room.. but since its a flourescent (is dat hw u spell it?) bulb.. i gez it needs time to load or sumthin....

dats sumthin to smile about.. hahakz.. gez wat.. i made a joke in class today.. wakaka.. well jokes frm me hav been really rare these past weeks... i dunnoe y.. i have been really wana tella joke.. or do sumthin to mke ppl laugh.. but nth.. i tried to think of sumthin funny to say but all i get was fuzzzzzzzz....

i rmmber i used to say things dat i dun recall even thinking to say it... ok.. dat phrase is hard to understand.. but try hard!! hahakz.. n after i say wat i dun recall even thinking to say it.. ppl laugh.. it eventually turn out to be funny... haha..

but now.. i hav to think hard to say sumthin funny.. n most of the time.. e words that come out.. isnt funny at all...

i guess.. things change yea? hmm.. i hope i culd change bck to be e clown dat i was... damn.. i hate growing up... hahakz...

k.. wen e semester opened.. one of my frens, joseph, asked me to join Orion wit him.. for those who dunnoe.. its a singing comp in NYP..
den.. one day while werkin.. han asked if i wanna join Orion... den... juz nw during break.. one of my frens asked me to join...

hmm.. han said that this is our laast yr.. or our last 6 mnths here in nyp... i culd make it worthwhile.. but wat if it turns out bad?? den.. wow.. wat a graduation it will be.. haha... n im in doubt if i wuld hav enuff tym.. with all these project coming in n stuff (wit an 's') to do...

wat u guys think?? (if anyone is reading diz ryte now) hahakz..

anywayz.... sum of my frens gettin worried bout me.. im too obsessed wit my weight dat im strtin to skip lunch (although i really dun want to)... but im not anoroxic (im nt sure hw to spell this either).. coz wen it come to dinner.. boy do i eat... yea its not healthy.. but i cnt help it.. i hav to save damn money for my tp test (wic cost 200 bucks fpr a day btw!!).. n i have nt even payed for last mnths gym membership.. these are what i need for now...

PDL renewal - $25
next week's lesson - $27
next2 week's lesson - $27
gym - $64
tp test - $200

total - $374

i culd cry looking at these numbers... damnit.. n this is nt including the $80 i need for my graduation show( wic i dun think is neccessary as im nt gg into this industry at all)... haiz... dunnoe if my mom culd sponsor any of these... n my pay didnt even reach $100!! wth..

ouh.. n im exercising like crazy.. even when i noe im super tired.. i would force myself to go out n jog.. like juz now.. after the gathering... i came home arnd 830 or sumthin.. den went out for jog at 9..

and ystrdae.. while jogging.. my knee hurts more than it ever did before.. but i cntinued to jog as i have not even covered 400m..... damn..

well.. dats it for now.. tmw werking from 8-5... aini's not online... so noone to talk to.. hahakz.. rudy is seldom online.. e rest.... i dun usually talk to dem unless they talk first.. hahakz.. so unsociable of me i noe.. but seriously... i dunnoe wat to say as either ive nvr met them for mnths or years.. or im see-ing them everyday(skulmatez)...

so yea.. dunnoe hw to mke new frens.. haha... mayb wait till i get a new job or sumthin..( wic i dun think i wuld achieve)

k la.. ciaozzzzzz

@-l@meZ signin out...




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