Tuesday, December 25, 2007

back from holidays

hey peepz...

im back from malacca for the holidays...

not really well now.. hav a flu...

n its not like ive been havin fun e past few days.. it was e worst few days ive ever had...
n trust me.. its not about the cold...

well.. this was supposed to be my family's actual plan.. tes off to malacca to my grandparents' kampong... n on fri off to a villa for a stay in a resort till sun.. n den back to sg...

but things took a huge turn.. n i meant a HUGE turn...

things were fine on tues when we reach e kampong house.. 3 other of my uncles n aunts' families was der earlier.. coz its a realli big house...
went shopping @ mahkota parade.. didnt buy anythin.. yet..

my granddad n grandma was der..

the next day was hari raya haji... normal... went for mosque in the morn... wit my grandfather, uncle n cousins... still normal..

didnt do much for hari raya.. juz sat at home playing games.. till nite...

den nite was when things took a bad turn... arnd 3am in e morn.. my aunt woke my cousin, haidhar, up coz my grandfather was not feelin well.. my granddad wasnt breathin properly..

so wen the sun was up.. my grandfather was already in a ward... i dont noe much.. but dis was what i heard what the adults were sayin:

1. the hospital doesnt hav rooms available..
2. the aircon wasnt working
3. my grandfather's condition is quite stable..

ok... i was like.. hmm...

well.. so at noon all of us went to the hospital.. i looked at my grandfather... he was damn pale.. but he could talk properly.. i kissed his hands n everthin n see him talk.. it was all fine...

den my mom went to his side to say some prayers.. on other words "zikir".. dats wen i saw my grandad gasping for air.. since my uncles didnt say anythin.. i tot it was normal..

den my graddad said "Allah!" n closed his eyes.. a nurse was der... so i tot it was fine.. diz was the conversation my mom had wit e nurse:

mother: nurse is he sleeping?

nurse: oh its ok let him rest.

well.. then the doc came in.. n shouted at e nurse... n shouted at my grandfather" pakcik! pakcik! y now?! wake up!"

that was the moment... my heart felt lyk crushin.. tears ran down my cheeks.. although the nurse closed the curtains i could see e bed shake so hard as e doc was doing cpr...

the doc was in der for at least an hour trying to revive my grandfather.. der were three other docs who were called in after that...

after at an hour of reviving.. my grandfather strted breathing again... n the doc said der was hope... but my grandfather was not transfered to e ICU but the CCU..

well... dat was for fri.. evrythin was fine after dat.. i tot so...

e next day.. we went to e hospital again at noon..

e whole of my mom's side family was der.. but by the tym i reached the CCU ward.. e doc was already doin CPR to my grandfather.. n my grandma was outside cryin.. i juz cnt stand seeing her lyk dat...

n the worse has come.. the doc came out n said.. he's gone.. n my aunt ask me to go n call in my grandma n e rest...

y do i hav to giv e bad news...

but i did it.. n my grandma was crying ryte after i said it... damn it crushed me...

n after that.. i was crying beside the bed.. not onli me.. my bro, cousin, mom n uncle.. evryone.. i was der all along...

said prayers into his ear...

den after e cleanup... i followed my grandpa into e funeral van n back home..

we washed his body n wrapped him up.. e funeral was done strt away n my grandfather was buried in melaka...

i still rmmber e last kiss i gav him on his forehead b4 he was wrapped up completely after e wash..

n den followed again e funeral van to e burial site..

dats e last i see of him.. n the next three days we had kenduri...

e memories are still fresh in my mind.. n tears kept rolling evrytym i think of it.. coz he was e onli grandfather i had.. since i was born dat is...

his last wish was actualli to see me go to uni b4 he closed his eyes..

well.. im still gonna be in uni..

for now.. rest in peace my grandpa..

@-l@meZ signin out...




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